Embracing the warm mug with my coffee and think...Very difficult to find the right words to express myself today.By force fishing incide me and try to fitting mine puzzle. I felt a hidden sorrow I did not know how to justify it in my mirrors.I could not bear to even look at lim lest I was unable to answer.And there I sat in my new sofa hug with tzilda(my six month dog), unraveled the mystery. Was that there so many months that i started my new life here. I felt the need to turn to something I love and I let. And here IM again post again...
And I promise this will never happen again.