Fished thoughts

Embracing the warm mug with my coffee and think...Very difficult to find the right words to express myself today.By force fishing incide me and try to fitting mine puzzle. I felt a hidden sorrow I did not know how to justify it in my mirrors.I could not bear to even look at lim lest I was unable to answer.And there I sat in my new sofa hug with tzilda(my six month dog), unraveled the mystery. Was that there so many months that i started my new life here. I felt the need to turn to something I love and I let. And here IM again  post again...
And I promise this will never happen again.